I Am

a lesbian; it just took 25 years to admit it.

a disappointment. Sorry, Mama.

happy.

terrified.
worth it. I need to remind myself of this daily.
a scorned lady; an honest woman who married a lying man.

practically a divorcee, and that makes me feel old. And a bit like a failure.

jaded.

selfless with selfish tendencies.

an oxymoron.

tired of trying so hard to be who I'm supposed to be instead of accepting who I am.
alive.
thankful.
free.

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Keep praying.