Two years without you and my heart still aches. I only held you for a short time, but I still feel you. I see your baby sister grow, and while I love her more than words can express, I feel jealous for you. There are so many things I'll never know about you, so many questions I mull over. I know you've grown in Heaven and God has enjoyed your perfect presence, but I long to have your perfection here on Earth. We'll meet again in that holy place, but must it hurt me so much to have to wait? Happy birthday, little man; Aunt Cami feels you smiling down upon her from paradise.