Friday, April 20, 2012

I Am

a lesbian; it just took 25 years to admit it.
a disappointment. Sorry, Mama.
happy.
terrified.
worth it. I need to remind myself of this daily.
a scorned lady; an honest woman who married a lying man.
practically a divorcee, and that makes me feel old. And a bit like a failure.
jaded.
selfless with selfish tendencies.
an oxymoron.
tired of trying so hard to be who I'm supposed to be instead of accepting who I am.
alive.
thankful.
free.

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Keep praying.

3 comments:

  1. i really admire you, lady.

    (and i don't mean this in a condescending way at all!)

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    1. Thanks, love!

      (And I didn't take it condescendingly, no worries.)

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  2. You're beautiful, inside and out...... girlie :)

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