Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Change is on the Horizon

I left my husband this weekend.  Yes, you read that correctly.  I have been unhappy for a very long time (by no fault of his own).  I'm changing.  I'm different.  And I'm not the woman he fell in love with.  I realize this.  I see we've drifted apart.  I understand that we no longer make each other happy.  So, I decided to take a break.  We're separating for a year, living in different places and leading different lives.

I have no clue who I am.  I went from my parents' house to college where I had a roommate(s) all four years, then I got married and he was my everything.  I have no clue what it's like to be alone, and I think that's a problem.  I need to find Cami.  I need to love her.  Then maybe I can love my husband.

Please keep praying.

1 comment:

  1. oh kiddo.....I came across this today as I was looking at your blog. I sure know how tough it is to be married.....going to be 35 years in October. just keep talking to God about all of this, He will guide you and help you. in the meantime, I'll definitely be praying for you & Kolin......

    Love & Hugs,

    Mama Margo